Yes, these recent conversations are private but in no way are they secret. We share our awe and discoveries with others but what we get from them is private – what is unlocked for us in our hearts is private.
There are the communal, the social, the familiar – the interactive/interdependent – responsibilities but comprehension of the signs comes from the heart, it is contingent on Allah’s (SWT) Will alone and it is crucial to strive to understand that conversation and to keep that line of communication pure and open.
Now, you’ve come back for a visit and I see you are contemplating. Could it be that you are open to comprehending the signs? Insha’Allah.